this is so beautiful

...this is so beautiful. You are so beautiful with your tired eyes and worn body. You sat on a bar stool talking to a guy you didn't want because you weren't quite ready for the way that he was touching you to end. You just want to be touched and you accepted it in such a form as a douchey stranger in a bar offering to buy you food, alcohol, favors, favors...all a part of the game. The drive to take a warm body home to bed.